ɯıɥ ɹoɟ sǝıʇuɐd
i want you to pick up one of my panties tonight and go in them to bed. i might come to bed later on and i want to find you in them. you are not allowed to masturbate before that!
;)
I picked out some transparent, very hot pants from L’s cupboard and after showering I dressed them on. They felt really great on the skin: I got already in the bathroom a semi-erection and it was so sexy to feel my dick growing and pressing against the soft material of the panties. It’s even nicer to touch myself over the panties and to feel some pre-cum sticking against them from inside. Not much after I went to bed L came and she began to touch me over and in the panties, and it felt just unbelievable. It was great to sense how turned on also she was by it. Soon we got enough turned on to have some real sex. I kept the panties on while we were fucking and while she went down on me. It was a very interesting feeling: I was clearly bending my usual gender role, but without falling in any cliche (like sissification). It was more that by bending my gender I actually found well and confirmed in it: since what is most uncomfortable being man is the little playfulness it allows in our culture. By bending these borders one can create one’s own space which I feel is not possible in the little space the cultural male stereotype leaves open which itself feels more like the intersection of everything boring and grey. It is not that this is the way I permanently want to be, but it feels great to have the freedom to be like that and have fun changing from time to time. Females have this changes on an every day bases by for instance having the choice between dressing a skirt or jeans, just depending on the mood. If my identity is also gender identity then I feel like emancipation is also breaking free from this role-restriction. It’s an important part of self-development, liberation and it’s great fun.
It is however not an easy step: I was a bit ashamed (in front of myself and L) in the beginning and also (and even more) in the end when my sexual tension was gone. I even undressed the panties, although I think it would feel great to sleep in them. Let’s see, next time maybe :)
Altogether it was a great experience and I hope to receive such a task again :)
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